I was in school today and I was fine in the morning.
then I went to science and I had to print some homework off by the end of the day for my teacher, i did it straight after the lesson, but as I went to hand it in I was shaking uncontrollably I ran off and I didn't go back, then I went to my next lesson, I had history, we were just watching a dvd, and taking notes, half way through the lesson I got a note from my music teacher, asking me to see her at lunch time.
I have been involved in music a lot throughout the past 2 years, recently though, I don't know why, maybe because of bullying, I have been really quiet, as I was leaving a lesson, a few weeks ago, she asked me what was wrong and I said nothing, so she just said okay.
she put me down for singing in a competition, even though I had told her I didn't want to do it, I was too nervous and I don't think I'm good enough.
anyway, when I got there I stood outside for a while, trying to calm myself down, but I went in, regardless, she closed the door, and just started with, okay, one of the reasons I've called you here is because the woodwind teacher would like you to return your instrument, I decided I was terrible at it,and that I couldn't carry on trying to play it. so I said okay, she then closed the door fully and moved further away from it, I stood there and she sat in her chair, at this point I started shaking, she said she was very worried about me, that my confidence had dropped, that I wasn't the same person I used to be and that everyone was worried about me, she asked how my grades were and I told her I had a 96% on science, 94% on maths, so she said okay. she continued for a while, saying this and more, I continued to shake,uncontrollably, trying my best to hide it, she said she knew I'd had a hard time with the girls in my class, and told me that I was always welcome to go up to her room at break etc, I couldn't of course, it'd make me feel like a huge social outcast. so I insisted that I was fine, but I continued to shake, I felt my knees weaken, but I managed to keep myself looking normal.
she mentioned that I didn't do a lot in her cass the day before, "I was talking" I lied.then I said I had started again a few times too, also a lie, I had spent the lesson staring at my piece of paper, thinking.
she said the usual, any problems see me, that sort of thing, etc etc.
I said okay, she just said come and see me on monday, I'll help you pick a song for this competition, even though, I don't even remember agreeing to do it, I just said okay, and goodbye and all that stuff, and left, but I don't know why I was shaking, at such silly little things, like handing in a piece of paper and going to see my music teacher, who is also in charge of the more able and talented group, last year I got up on stage and sang, and I wasn't even nervous before hand, now, well, I am, very nervous, any ideas why this is?
thank you
Surfysez
oh and I did hand in the science homework, but I waited until my science teacher had gone home, and a caretaker let me in, and I put it into the box, what do I say,sorry sir, I came but I was too scared to hand in a piece of paper???
how pathetic am I ):
he's the sarcastic type who wouldn't understand 
the kind of person who reads your testmarks out in class,which has never been a problem for me, as a straight A student, but for others it is very embarrassing, he insists that the people who have struggled with a topic, were too lazy to revise, and I just don't know what to do,
what should I do?
any ideas why I was shaking?
please help!
thanks a lot!!!
thanks for reading also, I realize it's long, but I don't know why I'd shake about this, especially considering, I used to be so confident!
why would I shake, I'd not usually be nervous about this, also, I've found myself flinching when anybody comes near me, I don't know why, I just dont trust any of my friends, when i do they just laugh, but it's pretty weird.
DON'T ANSWER IF YOU'RE JUST GOING TO TELL ME IT'S TOO LONG!!!!
You are doing a very good thing, which is describing your problem. This should be a first step towards getting over your anxiety and your nervousness, with all of the physical manifestations thereof. The next thing you should do is consider talking with that teacher who was concerned for you. She seems to care enough about you that she will take your concerns seriously if you say, "OK, I wasn't being fully honest. Here are the terrible things that have been going on, and this is why I lied." She might have ways to help you feel more comfortable in her class. Finally, if you need more help, speak with an internal medicine doctor or a pediatrician.